A VALENTINE TO ME
Maybe today I will grow up to be the adult I am meant to be.
Maybe today I will grow up to be the carefree, innocent and joyful child I have always longed to be.
Maybe today I will see love as a gift, an opportunity, a delight and something to be shared rather than the challenge and the potential for loss and pain I have long seen it to be.
Maybe today I will finally, for once and for all time, with authority, tell my heart it is right and loving, healthy and kind, strong and compassionate and infinitely more than enough to provide for my needs and beyond.
Maybe today I will see all parts of me as beautiful and loveable, worthy of kindness and compassion, even from myself.
Maybe today I will finally, fully and freely forgive myself for all of the incredibly mean spirited, small, petty, hurtful and dishonest things I have done in this and every lifetime.
Maybe today I will take a chance and ask everyone whom I have hurt by being mean spirited, small, petty, hurtful and dishonest in this and every lifetime to accept my most humble and sincere apologies and to forgive me.
Maybe today I will actually have and feel compassion for every living thing.
Maybe today I will be truly, brutally and lovingly honest with myself about everything.
Maybe today I will let go of my fears and my stories and all the other things that keep me small and asleep.
Maybe today the places within me that have been obscured by pain and fear will be replaced with light.
Maybe today I will shine and if I shine, maybe today my light will help others to shine as well (or even better!).
Maybe today I will be free.
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